my very first blog post

Well, this the first time i am writting myself a blog. I had this thought on writting a blog was to learn more on expressing myself, since i am not very good in that..... lol
Actually i always felt that a human is a very unique livings in the world. Every single one of us in the world differ no matter from the appearance or mental. Some times, we may look alike with others in our appearance or even act in the same way. But actually it will never be the same...... We still differ from each other, even if is a slightly different.
The only thing that made us, the human different from any other living things in the world, is the brain. But what had made us different among us, is our feeling....... The feeling that we owned is a very very special gift to us. It actually affect us everyday, every hour, every single seconds. But on the other hand, we may need to be careful in handling our feeling, it will be the best gift ever but it also can be the worst if we don't handle it well. I think maybe everyone is trying to make ourselves, our family to feel better everyday. People that don't feel good won't be succeed in their life. While those people who is very successful always has good feelings......
There was times that i had some very bad feelings about my life. At that time, i was thinking that why do we have to own this very special gift, and trying to get rid of it. By then only i realize, that this special gift was the best thing that i had in my life. Have u ever watched some movies about the future world, ruled by machines??? Try to imagine that you are one of the machines, everything u do, everyone you meet, everything in the world is set. We all look the same, either in physical or mental..... Everything u do is same everyday. I don't about you, but is certainly sucks to me!!!!! haha..... So, i learned to appreciate this gift to me. Everything, everyone around me will be different everyday which make me to have different feelings everyday..... I am grateful having those feelings. So i began to think in another way, maybe i should try to manage my own feeling rather than thinking how to ignore my feeling( actually i think it is something that i won't succeed doing it in my lifetime).